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rq>sp eh xhr xkr vkgs dknacjh kqhkkaxh iklscan ई स ह त य प रह ष ठ न 2
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viz.kif=dk nsok eh gs iqlrd fygwu eh rq>sp xhr xkrks vkgs- lkmsrhu ihbkrhy R;k nsohekrkauk eh gh dyk viz.k djrs- R;k 'kdrh nsork Eg.kts ekgwjph js.kwdk nsoh] o.kh ukanwjhph LkIrJqaxh nsoh] dksygkiwjph vackckbz o rqgtkiwjph Hkokuh vkbz gks;! R;kaP;k vkf kokznkusp eh gs fy[kk.k iw.kz d# kdys- eh rj,d lkeku; O;fDr vkgsekö;krhy izfrhkk R;kaP;k Ñisus Qqyrs o eh fyghrs- 4
_.kfunsz k ák iqlrdkrhy egfqyhr eh jeysyh vlrkuk eh dq.kh osxghp gksåu tk;ps- ek>s rs gjoysi.k letwu?ksåu T;kauh eyk enr dsyh R;k loz Lusgh o vkirkaph eh _.kh vkgs- 5
euksxr [kwi iz;ru d#u cuoysyk gk dykñrhpk usos eh ekrk ljlorh leksj o okpdkaleksj Bsor vkgsvfhko;drhps mrd` B #i ijes ojkp;k Ñisusp cur vlrs- okpdkauk rs vkomsy ;koj ek>k fo okl vkgs- kqhkkaxh iklscan Bk.ks 15.4 2016 6
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x<hekgkoj lkezkt;kr] vkuanxkop;k varhkkzxkr] unhfdukjh gk jktegy Eg.kts,sfrgkfld v kh gh gosyh gksrh- lrjko;k krdkr cka/kysyh rh HkO; oklrw gksrh- cktwyk fgjohxkj >kmh gksrh o loz= eå lqr dkgh ekrh gksrh- HkO; cq:t] :an rvcanh o ivkax.kkrhy,dk pksfkú;koj jktkps lqo.kz flagklu gksrs- lksu;kpk i=k d/khp csirrkk >kyk gksrk- rqdms dkiwu fodyk xsyk dh pksjhyk xsyk lkax.ks dbh.k vkgs- i.k nxmh vo ks k f kyyd gksrs- jktsikvykap;k R;k gosyhrhy izfken kzuh fnl.kkú;k R;k nqlú;k ety;kojhy [kksyhrhy lttkp;k f[kmdhtog,d mrre izrhpk lkxokuh ykdmkpkk iyax Bsoysyk gksrk-,sfrgkfld dkgkr ;k k ;keapdkoj eksr;kps osy lksmysys gksrs- vkrk R;k iyaxkoj tsfks dksjhodke fnlr gksrs rsfks iwohz iksogh] ikpw o lksu;kph osycqv~vh gksrh- dkgh krdkiwohz ;k gosyhus [kwip oshko ikfgys gksrs o ;k eapdkoj iwohz pkanhpkk i=k oki:u [kú;k lksu;kus eksj cuowu [kkackoj dksjysys gksrs- d/kh dkgh jkts] vk/khjktsgh vk#< >kys gksrs- Lokra«;ksRrj dkgkrhy oshko] Lokra«;y<;krhy vlolfkrk ;k egkykauh vuqhkoyh gksrh- ;k egkykr le;kap;k izdk kkr iwohz frfks jk=h lty;k gksr;k] nhi jkxkp;k esqyh meyy;k gksr;k- vkt R;kp egkykrhy nqlú;k ety;koj jktsikvykapkk oa kt vkfnr;jktsikvhy R;k iyaxkoj imwu vkiys lksusjh vk;q ; vkbor gksrs- d/kh vkiy;k HkkX;kpk gsok djr gksrs- d/kh mlkls lksmr gksrs- jktkpk lksu;kpk jktnam f kyyd gksrk( i.k R;kph jokuxh CkWadsP;k ykwdje/;s >kyhi;zvdkalkbh pkanhpk eqykek ykoysyk jktnam Bsoyk gksrk- 8
kahkj o kkziwohz ;kp iyaxkoj Fkksjys HkkÅjkolkgsc eksb;k eqykus& ds ko jktsus yxu dsys ukgh Eg.kwu >q#u okjys- /kkdv;k lksu;khkkåauk R;akuh lqanj eqyxh d#u vk.kyhfryk eqysgh vkyh- i.k ds kopk lalkj ltyk ukgh gs nq%[k /k#up HkkÅjko jkts okjys- R;kp iyaxkoj futwu lksu;khkkålkgsc vkfnr;jktsaps omhy] eqyhps vk kkjktsaps yxu c?kk;yk fegkys ukgh Eg.kwu [akr dk<hr okjys gksrs- R;kauk nksu eqyxs gksrs- vkfnr; o lhrkjkeeqykaps lalkjgh lq[kh gksrs- i.k eqyhps yxu Ogkos o fvdkos Eg.kwu cjkp iz;ru d#ugh R;kauk ; k vkys uogrs- nksugh eqykaps lalkj lq[kh gksrs o R;kaph eqys Jherh vk kkrkbzauh vkiy;k eqykaizek.ks lkahkkgkoh- lqu;k vk;q ;kr r`ir jkgkos] vls lksu;khkkåauk okvr vls- i.k vkfnr; o lhrkjkeus d/khgh vk kkoj izse dsys ukgh- vxnh myv frpk jkx jkxp dsyk- fr?ks HkkoaMs vkfnr; lhrkjke o vk kk,desdkais{kk fujkgh gksrh- dr`zrokr nks?kk HkkOkkais{kk vk kk ljl gksrh- i.k Hkkokauh frps d/khgh pkaxys gksow fnys ukgh- vkiy;k blvsvhr rh okv.khnkj vkgs vlk Hkko Bsowu frpk jkxjkxp dsyk- HkkÅcandhr ts ejkbh fdaok vu; lkezkt;kaps gksrs rls ~~>kys ikgrk bfks eyk okvrs lkezkt; fvdys] i.k jktsikvykauh frph okv ykoyh o Lor%ps fgr?kmoys- nqcg;kpk cgh nsåu beys cka/kkos rlsp! vkfnr; o lhrkjke iw.kz lq[kh gksrs- i.k cfg.khps vfgr dj.ks] gs R;akPks,deso /;s;/kksj.k gksrs- jkt?kjk.;krhy HkkÅcandhpk vktkj ;k?kjk.;kykgh gksrkdld ;s fnu jkrdh, rmi ;s fcu ckrdh, ;kykp Eg.krh HkkÅcandh. vkt R;k egkykrhy mppk vfhk#phiw.kz R;k nkyukrhy R;k iyaxkoj vkfnr;jktks ikvhy igqmys gksrs- rs HkkrqdyhP;k [ksgkrys jkts UkOgs] rj rs [kjs[kqjs jkts gksrs- 9
uoy Eg.kts ;kp tkxh iwohz HkkÅlkgsc jktsikvhy futr vlr o Eg.kr vlr ^dls gksbzy ekö;k eqykps\* R;kp tkxh lksu;khkkålkgsc futwu nq%[k djhr ^ekö;k eqyhps dls gksbzy\* vkf.k vkt R;kp iyaxkoj imwu vkfnr;lkgsc vkiy;k vk;q ;kps iqujkoyksdu djhr gksrs- R;k jktegkykr gqjgqujh lksu;khkkåauh iz;rukauh oht vk.kyh gksrhvk/kqfudrsps okjs] ;kaf=dhdj.kk}kjs vky;kus?kjkr nwjn kzu] okrkuqdwfyr ;a=.kkgh vkyh gksrh- vlsgh gosyhps cka/kdke dkg;k dkrgkp;k pednkj nxmkps vly;kus ewgpkp FkaMkok gksrk- vktwcktwyk map >kmkaps ns[k.ks vls Q.klkps o ukjgkps >km }kjiky gksrs- jlr;koj gsfy;e LVªhV ykbzvl~ vkys gksrs-,dk m ksxirh v{k; okpnkuhus togp,d gkwvsygh dk<ys gksrs- gk okpnkuh frfks i;zvdkalkbh loz lq[klks;h djhr vls- xkokr ;k jktsikvykaph gosyh c?k.;klkbh VwfjLV ;k tkxsyk vkotwzu HksV nsr- R;kar ijns kh ukxfjdkapk o vfrjhearkapk Hkj.kk vls- R;k jktegkykr vkry;k cktwyk lqltt mppvfhk#ph tkxk gksrh- R;keqGs okpnkuhps gkwvsy tksjkr pkyr vls- okpnkuh jktdkj.kkrgh cú;kisdh te clowu gksrk- gk,d fnol vkiyh gosyh gmi.kkj] gh Hkhrh eyk vkfnr;lkgsckauk gksrh- rks?kksj ftokyk ykxy;keqgs eyk jkx ;smu ^fnol cjk dh jk=* okvs- R;keqGs tjh eh vkfnr;jktsus dkgh isls?ksåu R;kyk gosyh nk[ko.;kps da=kvh dke fnys gksrs] rjh nks?kkauk rks vkomr uls- R;k jktegkykr vkry;k cktwyk lqltt mppvfhk#phiw.kz dyknkyu gksrs- frfks vusd rsyjaxfp=s o ewrhz gksr;k- dkgh tqu;k] rj dkgh vk kkrkbzauh cuoysy;k] rj dkgh vk/kqfud] rj dkgh,sfrgkfld gksr;k- i.k lozp lqanj gksr;k- iwohzp;k dkgh tsfks grrhikxk gksrh] frfks gyyh vkfnr;ljkaph gksamk xkmh mhkh gksrh,[kknk NksVk VwfjLV daiuhokyk jk[k.knkjkyk isls nsåu okpnkuhp;k enrhus gosyhpk rgetyk nk[kor vls- Oghvk;ih xzqi vlsy rj vf/kd issls?ksåu dyknkyu] LVhYV dkj ikfdzax o LFkkiR; dyk nk[kohr- vki.k vk/kqfud ltkov,dfolko;k krdkr ikfgyh] rs dke R;kiwohZ 400 o ksz] i.k lrjko;k 10
krdkr iwoztkauh R;k gosyhyk dsys gksrs- LVhYV dkj ikfdzax egkjkt jktsikvykauh dsys gkrsokpnkuh gkwvsypk ekyd jktegkye/;s ckwy#e d# bfpnr gksrk- vkfnr;jktsauh dkgh blvsv ;kiwohz fodyh gksrh- ljdkjdmwu ru[kk gksrk] i.k [kpzgh [kwi gksrk- f kok;?kksm;koj isls ykok;ph lo; lokzauk gksrh- ljdkjh fu;ekus o jkts lalfkkukps oru Eg.kwu gh tehu fegky;kus fodrk ;sr uogrh- okgwps?km;kg] lrhps lek/kh eafnj o HkkrqdyhP;k jktkjk.khp;k map ykdmh ewrhz c?kk;yk i;zvd ;sr vlr- okpnkuh gkwvsylp;k R;k VwfjLVokY;kps }kzjkleksj 60 QwV #anhpk eksbk jlrk iljyk gksrk o iq<sgh 230,dj ksrhokmh tehu],d vks<k] v kh,slisl iljysyh gosyhph okmh gksrh- okpnkuhus vk/kh frfks FkksMh kh R;kph VkpdhVqpdh tkxk NksV;k gkwvsyiqjrh vfrøe.k d#u fegoyh o uarj ik; jksoyslksu;khkkåjktspkk eqyxs nksu eh vkfnr;lkgsc eyk nksu eqys gksrh o nksugh eqys vesfjdsr f k{k.kklkbh xsyh gksrh- ijr ;k;ps uko dk<r uogrheksbk eqyxk fojkt iuuk khyk vkyk gksrk o /kkdvk lkxj 48 pk gksrk] i.k R;kaph vtwu yxu >kyh uogrh- vk/kqfud okrkoj.kkr o fyogbup;k QW kueqgs R;kauk yxu udks okvs o lq;ksx; eqyxhgh fegkyh ukgh- mxhpp vkfnr;lkgscakp;k eukr vkysvkiy;k eqykaps dls Ogk;ps] vkiy;k jkts?kjk.;kyk kki rj ukgh uk\ rjhgh rks fopkj eukrwu ckgsj dk<wu R;kauh vkiyh lqfo iruh lks- jtuh fgyk cksykoys o rs frp;k kh xqtxks Vh d# ykxys- okpnkuhp;k ck;dkscjkscj xkokrhy jktdkj.kkr fdjdksg lghkkx?ksåu jtuh [kw k vls- f kok; ijns kkrhy [kjsnh esf=.khauk nk[ko.;kr dk;ep fc>h vlsvktwcktwp;k olrhrhy [kw keldjs] ikyzjokys fdaok kstkjp;k cgkn~njp;k okm;krhy ck;dk] uksdjkap;k ck;dk frp;kdms d/kh clk;ykgh ;sr- frp;k ekukus eh vkfnr;lkgsc FkskMs,dkdh] fujk ksdms >qdwu [kar dj.kkjs o`/n >kysys] Fkd.kkjs] >qd.kkjs o ferhkk kh gksrsjtuh FkaM ljcr?ksåu vkyh- ^^vkt mnkl okvrsl\** vkfnr;jkts- 11
^^rqegh mxhp [kar dk<rk- lq[k Vksprs; rqegkyk- ** jtuh- ^^pyk nks?kst.k fqjk;yk tkå ;k! ** vkfnr;- ^^eyk fhk khikvhz vkgs- rqegkyk eh e`ne.kh Mksgkoj] flfu;j flvh>u Dyce/khy fe=kae/;s lksmrs- frfks dkgh isu kulz terkr- rqeps eu jesy- ijns kkrwu vkyks vkgksr] tsvywx gks.kkjp! tkå ijr vesfjdsyk 6 eghus gksrk- ukjkt gkså udk- ** cj Bhd vkgs] Eg.kwu vkfnr;lkgsckauh frph xkmh dk<yh- frp;kcjkscj rs e`ne.khp;k je; fgjo;kxkj Mksgkoj xsyss- frfks vkt,dgh isu kuj uogrk- lozt.k tog vkuanxkop;k kgjkr dqby;k kk lhksyk xsys gksrs- ^^jtuh] rw xkmh?ksåu tk- eh clrks- ** gk ek>k ekxz,sdyk] vls Eg.kwu jax m/kg.kkú;k lw;kzlrkyk c?kr vkfnr;lkgsc clys-,d o kz [kjsrj ijns kh eqykadms etsr [kq khr jkgwu foglk laiy;kus ijr vky;keqgs #Gk;yk osg ykx.kkjp! i.k eu,sdsuk- yxsp R;kauh Lor%yk letkoys- ekrhp;k e.;kalkj[kk rks xksy Mksg R;kP;k pdpdhr ik.;keqgs eǹw okvs Eg.kwu] ekrhpkk e.;kalkj[kk rks xksy Mksg ekrhpkk vkgs Eg.kwu] R;kps uko e`nwe.kh imys gksrs-,d Mkl?kksaxkor vkyk o pkow ykxyk- vkfnr;lkgsc rjhgh clwu jkfgys- R;kauh use /k#u rks Mkl cjkscj nksu gkrkae/;s /k#u ekjyk- R;kPk osgh R;kaP;k eukr vkys] vk kkrkbzyk vls ekjrk vkys vlrs rj--- i.k rkbz epnj uogrh- lgt esyhgh ulrh o tj esyh vlrh rj vkiyhp vf/kd cnukeh >kyh vlrh- okpnkuhus vkiy;kyk gsjk.k dsys vlrs- e`nwe.kh MksgkP;k FkksM;k varjkoj iyhdms ljnkj iruh vkuanyhpk,sfrgkfld okmk o fhkar fnlr gksrh- lkq IkM>M rksmeksm >kyh gksrh- f kok; R;k r kk olrhrys dkgh yksdgh pks#uek#u frfks jkgk;yk vkys gksrs- nsogkrhy dksjho ewr;kz d/khp pksjhyk xsy;k gksr;k-?kk.ksjm;k LoLrkrY;k Qj kk ykoy;kus rks vkuandhpk okmk kkshkkghu okvr gksrk- rks,[kkn;k tqu;k ljnkj?kjk.;kp;k bekjrhor u okvrk lkeku; dykghu o vfhk#phghu okvr gksrk-,d cq#t iw.kz <klgyk 12
gksrk- ds- ljnkj iruh vkuanhckbz bfks jkgk;p;k- bfrgkldkyhu fdrh?kvuk frfks?kmy;kegk;q/ndkyhu ppkz fdrhosgk ;sfks?kmy;k- R;k tkxh vkrk pksjmpdds jkgrkr- okwpeu vu; izkarh;] rss isls?ksåu ek.kls gosyhr lksmrkr- vusfrd /kansgh pkyrkr vls,sdys- dsvkuanhckbzauk ewyckg uogrs- R;kaps uko ykok;yk dq.kh oa kt ukgh- [kjsrj,sfrgkfld Lekjd tru Ogkos brds Vqenkj vkgs] i.k [kkl vuqnkuizkir LekjdkaP;k R;k ;knhr rs uogrsfu;ekr u cly;kus LekjdkaP;k ;knhr R;kaps uko ukgh- ;keqgs rh oklrw kkihr vk;q ; txrs vkgs- vkr ljnkjkauh cka/kysy;k f ko eafnjkps HkXu vo ks k vkgsr- i.k nxm o fpjs dq.kkdq.kkp;k /kjh ikvk ojoavs Eg.kwu fojkteku >kys vkgsri.k ljnkjkaizek.ks vkiy;kykgh dkgh,dnksu o kkzr ej.k ;s.kkj- vki.k tklrhr tklr ngk o ksz tx.kkj- uarj vkiy;kgh ;k lqanj jktegkykph dkgh dkgke/;s vkuanyh fdyy;kxr n kk gksbzy fdaok eqys vesfjdsgwu ijr Hkkjrkr ;sr ukghr Eg.kwu gk jktegky fdyy;kizek.ks] okm;kizek.ks cusy- okpnkuh jktegkyph vkiyh gosyh gmi djsylektdkj.kkr imykp vkgs- ggwggw eksbk gksbzy o jktegkyke/;s R;kps tulaidz o yksdlsok dk;kzy; lq# djsy- rks lq kkshkhdj.kk ukok[kkyh o uwruhdj.kkp;k vk oklukus tkxk cgdkosy- rks dkwuqjul gkwy lq# djk;ps] ckwy#e cuok;ps LoIu iw.kz djsy- gkwvsy cuosy- vkiy;k ek?kkjh ts gksbzy rs! vki.k rj le`/n vk;q ; txyks-,d lqldkjk lksmwu davkgk vkyk Eg.kwu rs mbwu egkykdms pkyw ykxys- [kjsrj jktslkgsc Qksu d#u xkmh cksykow kdr gksrs- i.k rs?kjh tkåu rjh dk; djk;ps Eg.kwu?kjkdMs pkyw ykxys- R;kauk?kjh jktegkyh tkosls okvr uogrs vls ukgh] i.k vkt ckgsj cjs okvr gksrs- vesfjdsps fnol laiys- mn;kiklwu vkuan xkopk uok Mko ekamk;pk- rs euk kh Eg.kkys- ^vkfnr;jkts* dq.kkph rjh gkd vkyh- rs Fkkacys- i.k nwjoj dq.khgh uogrs- e`nwe.khp;k MksgkP;k xksnkojh unhp;k fo kky ik=kr] fug;k kkj ik.;kr vkfnr;us izfrfcac ikfgys- ik.;krhy] 13
vkj kkrys ek>s #i ns[k.;k] prqj ek.klkps gksrs- i.k lozp vkjls lr; #i FkksMhp nk[korkr o vkj kkr fnl.kkjh izfrfcachr izfrek [kjh vlrsp vls ukgh- jkts R;kaP;k vkj kkrhy R;k #ikoj [kw k >kys o iqviqvys ^ekö;k eukrhy izfrek QDr eykp dgr gksrh o rh eyk c?kk;ph uogrh- * jkts?kjh iksgkspys- jkts iqugk iqviqvys- ^ijr tk;ps vkgs vkwlvhuyk- * rs rgety;kojhy nkyukr f kjys- R;k [kksyhrhy nkyukr dksiú;kr,d eksbh lqjbz gksrh-,d firgh u{khnkj jkat.k gksrk- oj iwohz gkrkus uksdj tks u{khnkj ia[kk gyohr o jktkauk okjk?kkyh rlk gkrkus fqj.kkjk dkimh ia[kk gksrk- tfeuhojhy dksikú;krhy dkrgh?kghrwu ik.kh lksmwu gok FkaM djk;ph dwyjlkj[kh ;a=.kk gksrh- jktsauh vkrk okrkuqdwfyr ;a= ykoys gksrs-,s o;kzp;k o mpp jkg.khekukp;k [kq.kk R;k nkyukr tkxkstkxh fo[kqjy;k gksr;k- fhkarhojhy vkj kkr R;kaP;k jktfcam;k #ikph izfrd`rh fnlr gksrh- i.k eukr dqbsrjh R;kauk okvr gksrs dh] eh jktk ukgh- eh jkt?kjk.;kr tueyks] i.k jktl ukgh] jktgal ukgh] eh jktk ukgh- cxgk] <ksaxh cxgk! eh nq V vkgs- i.k ek>h izfrek eh Hkzked d#u izfrf Br v kh dsyh vkgs- rh r khp Bso.;kr ek>s fgr vkgs- [kjsrj Lor%P;k cfg.khpk vk kkjktsapk tho?ks.kkjk nq V ek.kwl] i.k lald`rhj{kdkpk VsaHkk fejorks- ikfdlrkue/khy dqby;k kk xkokr fl=;kauk tls tx.ks eq dhy dsys tkrsekjys tkrs Eg.ks- rls eh frps vk;q ; eq dhy dsys- fryk gkdy.ks gk ekö;k izfr Bspk iz u dsyk- flcyhaxjk;ogjh] gsok! bz kkz! cqjlvysi.k! xwyjhrwu cwvfeavups dksvz fnlr gksrs- xkokrhy r#.k] r#.kh la/;kdkgh [skgk;yk ;srkr- rso<sp ik;jo gksrs- R;krhy R;k dksog;k eqyh vkfnr;yk foukdkj.k vk kkrkbzlkj[;k okvw ykxy;k- ^^vk kkrkbzlkj[;k O;fDreRokP;k] dykizseh] izfrhkkoku eqyhp;k vk;q ;kps eh iksrsjs dsys- ** jkts iqviqvysjkts Lor% khp cksyw ykxys- ^ehp frps ifgys yxu teoys- jkt?kjk.ks eksbs?kj iksdg okls o dykghu uojk gksrk- Eg.kk;ykp jkt?kjk.ks pkaxys LFkG gksrs-?kjh?ks.ksdú;kaph jkax 14
ykxr gksrh- tls tx.ks [kk.ksfi.ks o okoj.ks teys rh txyh- iksv Hkjk;yk vuu ykxrs Eg.kwu ksg;kesa<;k] dksacm;k ikgko;k ykxr- vk kkrkbz lkljh xsyh o R;k?kjh dksestwu xsyh- ^dk; ikgwuh du;k nsyh f kokyk ckbz iozdky ikgwuh xaxsr yksvyh dk ukgh- * vls vkth Eg.kslhrkjke o lksu;khkkå tkåu fryk ijr jktegkykr?ksåu vkys- fryk lsdamgw.m Eg.kwu fg.ko.;kph la/khgh eh lksmyh ukgh- eyk rh?kjh udks gksrh- i.k fryk gkdy.ks teys ukgh- dkj.k eyk gdd uogrk- rh ekö;k ofmykap;k egkykr jkgkr gksrh o rs omhy frpsgh gksrs- rh eyk udks gksrh o lhrkjkehkkåaukgh rh udks gksrh- i.k vkegk nks?kk Hkkokaps LovftZr dkghp uogrs- fryk ckgsj dk<k;ph lks; ukgh- R;kosGh lksu;khkkå ek>s omhy pkaxys B.kB.khr ftoar gksrs- R;keqGs eh FkksrkaM d#ugh mi;ksx >kyk ukgh- eh?kvlqksvkapk Mkx ykxysyh v kksdoukrhy lhrk Eg.kwu fryk eh fg.kor vls- rh jktegkykr [kkyekusus txw ykxyhiwohz baxztkauh,d lun dk<wu lalfkkus foyhu dsyh- lrrk] Jhearh o jkt; xsys o iwozt ggggys- jktsikvykap;k lalfkkukyk gkrkry;k vf/kdkjkyk mrjrh dgk ykxyh gksrhbaxztkuh tsogk lalfkkus [kkylk dsyh] rsogk yk[kksph nksyr ekrheksy >kyh- ts mjys gksrs rs nkfxus iyaxkapks pkanhps ik;] HkkaMhdqaMh] [kjh lksu;kph tj vlysys dims eksmwu fodys xsysegkykph j;k xsyh- lkodkj mhks djsuk- okdwu ueldkj dj.kkjs fopkjsuk- ikf pekr;kaps jkts kkgh FkkVkr [kk.ksfi.ks o okoj.ks o,sfgd thoukpk mihkksx?ks.ks vkep;k jktsikvhy [kkunkukus ivdu mpyys- vkffkzd vkod iqjs'kh gksrh- i.k psu djkoh,o<h uogrhvk kkrkbzps lkljgwu ijr ekgsjh ;s.ks] eh gh ukbyktkus Lohdkjys- eh dqjdqjr gksrks- ek>s oshko xsys] i.k vkegh HkkÅ vkfnr;lkgsc o lhrkjkehkkå vkrk ák {k.kkyk rjh Jhear gksrsjktokmk gksrk- mpp vfhk#phiw.kz dyknkyus] IkSlkvMdk gksrk- nkxnkfxus gksrs- 15
lkboysyk islk gksrk- ksrhps mriuugh Hkjiwj ;sr gksrs- nqljh ygku okm;kph ds kohkkåaph oklrw gkwvsyyk HkkM;kus fnyh gksrh- [kkyh yowu vkfnr;jkts ftuk p<w ykxysxaxk?kkvh n/kk oes?k?kkvkoj cukjlyk jktk fohkwr ukjk;.kflaxus t kh fy V cloyh vkgs] r kh clowu?;koh] vlk fopkj R;kP;k eukr vkyk- jktegkykr xksyxksy fqj.kkú;k o ukxeksmh ik;ú;k gksr;k- rs,dk nekr R;k p<wu vkys- u{khnkj dekuhpk njoktk Ikq<s gksrk- R;k ykdmh njoktkyk firgh dm;k gksr;k- grrhp;k /kmdkauh m?kmyk tkow u;s fdaok rqvw u;s Eg.kwu f[kgs ykoysys gksrs- v.kdwphnkj rs f[kgs okm;kps j{k.k djhr- vkr u{khnkj dekuhpk gksn gksrk- dksjho gksn! R;kr,d iwohz vizfre okv.kkjs u`r;kax.ksps f kyi gksrs- i.k ijns kh >qg>qgrs fons kh dkjats ikgwu vky;koj ;sfks cka/kysys rs dkjats ek>s n` Vhus vkrk rqvds o rqviqats okv.kkjs cuys gksrs- R;kr vkrk ik.kh uogrs-,dnksu fnolkar ik.;kph lks; djrk ;sbzy o dkjats jktegky iwozor gksrhy- eqys vesfjdsyk xsy;koj,dp uksdj o,dp nklh dkekyk Bsoyh gksrh- okm;kr [aknd o Hkq;kjs gksrh o,d fofp= vls e`r;wps vnhkqrls xw< oy; egkykhkksorh gksrs- R;keqGs pksjkaph Hkhrh d/khgh uogrh- xkokrhy yksd vtwugh] lalfkku [kkylk >kys rjhgh] vkfnr;lkgsckauk jktsleku ekur gksrs- ;kgwu vf/kd dk; gos vlrs\ jkrjk.khpk /kqan lqokl ukdkrwu ikj kjhjkp;k jksekjksekar fhkuyk gksrk- jk=hp;k dyiusus iwohz vkfnr;jkts vkuanhr] mrlkfgr gksr- Bjkfod osgh en;] maph tso.k o jk.khpk lgokl] jkrjk.khpk lqokl] lq[kklhu jk=! iwoztkap;k vk khokznkus loz dkgh foyhuhdj.kkuarjgh vkycsy gksrs- jktsikvykap;k?kjkr eqyh udks kkp vlr- vtwugh udks kkp gksr;k- nksu eqyxs >ky;kus vkfnr;jktsauk LoxZ nksu cksvs mjyk gksrkrls ikgrk muikolkus o dkgkus egkykoj ifj.kke dsyk gksrk- rks jkts kkgh ns[k.kk egky dkghva kh [kamgj okvr gksrk- i.k vkr xsy;koj izos k djrkukph ykwat] fpapksgh tkxk o cjsp u{khnkj [kkac gksrs o ojps nkyu HkO; gksrs o jax#i oshko jk[kysys gksrs- tjh ckdhpk Hkkx frrdklk [kkl uogrk- rjh,svnkj gksrkp- dyknkyukr tqu;k dkgkph eksbeksbkyh 16
rsyfp=s lksusjh dkbkp;k Ýsee/kwu f=ferh Hkkl nsr gksrh- fp=krhy?kksms gh vxnh vkrk m/kgrhy vls gqcsgwc jaxoysys gksrs- MkfGch vksbkap;k fl=;k gksr;k- ikolkr fhkt.kkjh] vkrk Ugkowu vkysyh] ik.kh Hkj.kkjh] v kk rsyfp=kaleksj jkts mhks jkfgys- vk kkjktsauh jaxoysys,d fp= gksrs] [kkyh fyfgys gksrs] ^lqu;k lqu;k esqyhr ekö;k*- iq<s,d fqfudl i{kh gksrk] R;k fp=kyk uko fnys gksrs] ^fq:uh uoh tuesu eh*- loz iwozt vkiy;kdmsp c?kr vkgsr vls R;kauk okvys- loz iwoztkaph] iq# kkaphp rsyfp=s gksrh- i.k jk.khlkgsckaph dk ukgh\ vk kkjktsauk vki.k ;k egkykr tx.ks eq dhy dsys ulrs] rj R;kauh uddhp ;k kkgh jktegkykr vkvzz xwyjh cuoyh vlrh- vkt leksjps laxejojh dkjats >qg>qgr vlrs- R;kaph /kmkmh o gq kkjh eyk?kkcjowu ek>k tho nmiwu Vkdh- Eg.kwup rj eh R;kapk dkvk v kkizdkjs dk<ykm k ;k iwoztkar mn;k ek>kgh QksVks ykxsy- tue 1956] e`r;w 2020\! bfks gkwvsy gksbzy- yksd glr f[kngr gosyhr ;srhy- nk# firhy o ckwy#ee/;s ukprhy] ;k tkxsps ikfo«; dk; jkghy\ lqanj ty kkr vpkud QqVD;k dkukpk di gkrh ;kok o R;keqGs R;k dikrwu ponkj pgkgh cspo okvkok] rls R;kauk okvys- rs ojp;k ety;kojhy lttk tog Vsdys- ijns kkrwu vk.kysy;k nqfcz.khus rs ifjlj fuj[kw ykxys- leksjp;k?kjh okpnkuhpkk tkobz fetk khr R;k Ik;ZVdkauk ekfgrh lkaxwu glr gksrk o vki.k R;kyk rqpn ys[kr gksrks- i.k vkt R;kus nksugh tkobz gkrk kh /kjys gksrs o [kq khr gksrk- nksugh eqyhauh ofmykap;k /kan;kr ik; jksoys gksrs- o kkz ps lgk efgus] Eg.kts VwfjLV fl>uyk rs dqvqac ;sfks ;sbz-,joh R;akph kgjkrlq/nk tkxk gksrh] frfks rs jkgkr vlr- Hkwdsph tk.kho >kyh- vkfnr;jktks vkr eqnikd[kku;kdms ogys- njoktk lrkm m?kmk gksrk- vkr nsokik kh lebz tgr gksrh- ; kksnkp;k vkbzus ¼eksydj.khus½ lqxzkl Lo;aikd dsyk gksrk- jtuhjkts vtwu fhk khp;k ikvhzrwu ijr vky;k uogr;k- egkykp;k xpphr tkåu 17
en; I;kos Eg.kwu vkfnr;jktkuhs uksdjktog bpnk O;ä djrkp] Hkhekus xppkhr kkfe;kuk[kkyh tkghnkj fvikw;oj lqjbz] en; ¼fons kh½ dv Xyklsl lksmk vk.kwu BsoykxPphrgh,d fýt gksrk- ojrh vkdk k gkr oj dsys rj rkjs rksmk;yk ;srhy brds tog okvr gksrs- vkfnr;jktkps jktfprr mygklysvkfnr;jktsauh jlklokn?;k;yk lq#okr dsyh- iwohz Hkjiwj peps] uksdj] enruhl] fe= o rrle yksd xjkmk?kkywu vlr- fons kkr xsy;keqgs xzqi rqvyk gksrk- tesy] terhy QqdV [kk.kkjs terhy iqugk! vlrhy f kra rj terhy Hkqra ggwggw Eg.kr jktsauh,dv;kusp I;k;yk lq#okr dsyh- nksu isx iksvkr tkrkp xk=s lsykoyh- ^vlrhy khrs rj terhy Hkqrs! * i.k khrs dqbs\ dls Ogk;ps ;k eqykaps\ lksu;khkkålkgsc cksyrkgsr vlk Hkkl vkfnr;jktsauk vkyk- R;kauh pedwu vktwcktwyk ikfgys- dq.khp uogrs- ^^vkfnr; vjs fdrh js Egkrkjk >kykl! ekö;k [kksyhyk vkx ykxyh] fo>o js- ** iqugk rlkp vkokt vkyk- xpphr xkj okjk lqvyk gksrk- i.k?kkekus FkcFkcysys jkts?kkbz?kkbzrp /kmimr [kkyh vkys- R;kaps ik; yvivr gksrs- R;kauh nkyukr ;smu CyMizs kjph xksgh [kkyyh- vk kkrkbzpk gdd fgldkoyk- xkodú;kauk] yksdkauk yqckmwu islk fegoyk] i.k rk#.; ukgh jk[krk vkys- rs iyaxkoj imys o euk kh Eg.kw ykxys- ^^ekö;k eqykaps dls gksbzy\ thoukp;k ukvdkrhy rhu vadkap;k rhu?kavk >ky;k vkgsr- vk;q ;kps rhugh vad ckyi.k] rk#.; e/;kug] e/;arjkfouk ikj imys vkgsrdqby;kgh {k.kh imnk imsy- ej.;kiwohz vkrepfj= fdaok ek>h dfkk dqbsrjh fygk;yk gohfygwu iqugk,dnk rs vkiysp vk;q ; =;LFk jhrhus c?kwu rs vuqhko xaxkiz.k d#up eh iwokz;q ; o uoktue R;kauk lkeuk d# kdrks- vijk/kh Hkko eyk ukgh] i.k lr; lkaxk;ps vkgs-,[kknh@,[kknk ukrsokbzd idmwu R;kP;ktoG fy[kk.k djkos- izs;lhcnny vusd dfkk fyfgy;k xsy;k- cgh.khkkokacnny,dgh ukgh- ek>s gs vuqhko dnkfpr cgh.k Eg.kts dk; gs 18
lkaxw kdrhy- eyk rjh vtwuik;zar vk kkjkts dk; vtc jlk;u vkgs] gs letysys ukgh- ** jkts Lor% kh cksyw ykxysdqby;k kk cf{klklkbhgh vk kkjktsaps uko lqpoys xsys gksrs- dqby;k kk 'kkgsyk] oxkzyk ikb;iqlrd Eg.kwu R;kaps fy[kk.k Bsoys gksrs- R;kauk c{khl fegkys vkgs] rj R;akP;k yksdfiz;rspk Qk;nkgh?;k;ykp gok-,dnk fu p; d#u R;kauh,dk fe=kyk Qksu dsyk o vkrepfj= ys[kukpk euksn; O;ä dsyk- thouxkfkk fdaok vknjkatyh fdaok dqyo`rrkar fdaok lozp,d= fygkos-,[kknk o`/n] ofj B ukxfjd ikbok- R;kyk rso<hp enr gksrs- vls lkaxwu eh egkzzjkt vkfnr;jktsauh Qksu Bsoyk- vkfnr;yk kkar >ksi ykxyhnqlú;k fno kh okpnkuh vkrepfj= fyfg.;klkbh r:.k L=h ysf[kdk vydk?ksåu vkyk- rh,d rmqnkj eqacbzph vk/kqfud L=h gksrh- i.k jtuh jktsauh fryk ckb Eg.kwu ijr ikboys- rh bfrgklkps la kks/ku dj.kkjh gksrh- i.k rjhgh iruh R;k L=hyk Eg.kwu udks Eg.kkY;k-,d lkbs vkmukkokps o`/n gtj >kys- R;kauh vk kkjktsp;k fy[kk.kkaoj fo ks k vh;kl djk;ps Bjoys gksrs- R;kaP;ktoG vk kkjktsaph cjhp glrfy[khrs] LraHk o dk=.ks teoyh gksrh- L=h thoukoj rs vh;kl djr gksrs- R;kauk ewyckg uogrs o iruhgh okjyh gksrh- eh vkfnr;jktsauh R;kauk fy[kk.k lkaxk;yk lqjokr dsyh- ^^iqlrd iw.kz gksbzi;zar R;krhy etdwj o eh vkrepfj= fyfgrks vkgs gs ckgsj lkaxk;ps ukgh- eh dkgh tgky lkafxrys rjhgh fyfgrkuk R;kr eknzo] vnc ikfgts- ** rs lkbsauk Eg.kkys- rqegh fy[kk.k eatwj dsy;kf kok; eh izdkf kr dj.kkj ukgh- lkbsuha lqpoys-,dk tkm oghr R;kauh fy[kk.kkyk lq:okr dsyh- R;kaph jkg.;kph lks; jktsauh egkykrp dsyh- 'kh kzd BjyslqU;k lqu;k esssssqyhr ekö;k] rlsp xhr xkr vkgs ok lqu;k lqu;k esssssqyhr ekö;k eh xhr xkr vkgsvkfnr;jktsauh [kq khr eku Mksykoyh- jkts lkaxw ykxys- 19
1 frps ek>s ukrs] gh dfkk ek>h o frph vkgs- rh ek>h cgh.k gs frps ek>s ukrs-,dkp vkbzps jdr vkegk nks?kkrwau okgrs- eh vkfnr; jktsikvhy-,dk mpp l/ku jkts?kjk.;krhy lqiq=! ekö;k T;k fopkjkaph ykt okvkoh vls fopkj eh iwohz dky vkti;zar vfhkekukus ekamr vlsiq= Ogkok iqamk R;kpk frugh yksdh >samkv kh ek>kh ekö;kcíyph dyiuk gksrh- vkti;zar gksrh- eyk pkj cfg.kh gksr;k o,d HkkÅ Hkkokps uko lhrkjke gksrs o pkj cfg.kh lquank] lquhrk] olq/kk] vk kk] lquank lokzr eksbh gksrh o lquank ekö;k dgr;k o;kiwohzp lkljh vi?kkrkus okjyh gksrh- gqam;klkbh fryk NGys gksrs- lquhrk] olq/kk o fr?kh t.kh R;kauk fnysy;k?kjh lq[kh gksr;k- gksr;k dh ukgh ekfgrh ukgh- R;k fny;k?kjh jkgkr gksr;k Eg.kts ukanr gksr;k- d/khe/kh iwohz ;k;p;k- i.k vkrk laidz uogrk- vkiy;k?kjh R;k Bhd vlko;kr vkf.k letk lq[kh uly;k rjhgh eh o iruh o vlsgh brds yckm gksrks dh] R;kauh lkljp;k =klkyk davkgwu vkregr;k dsyh vlrh dh ukgh] ekghr ukgh- i.k prqj v kk vkep;k =klkyk osrkxwu t#j dsyh vlrhvkegk gq kkj nks?kk Hkkokauk ek= uf kckus xksú;k o cú;k ck;dk o lq[knk;h ukrsokbzd fegkys gksrs- vkegh Lor% HkkX;oku gksrks o vkgksr- vkegk nks?kk Hkkokauk nksu nksu eqys gksrs o eqyh ukgh tuey;k ;kph lks; d#u rks vkuanksrlo vkegh vfhkekukus lktjk djhr vlw- vlsgh eyk vkbors- cfg.khaph Hkkrqdyh jaxyh dh] eh R;kr ikgq.kk Eg.kwu tsok;yk tkbz o tso.k dsy;koj [kkå [kkyy;koj nq Vi.kk d#u R;kaph Hkkrqdyh eksmwu R;kapk [ksg eksmwu Vkds- Hkkrqdyh eksmy;koj cfg.kh jmr- eh tksjtksjkr gls- eh dqynhid gksrks- R;keqGs cfg.khap;k rdzkjhdms vkbzomhy nqyz{k djhreh iapohl o kkzapk gksrks- vk kkjktsa,dks.kohl o kkzp;k gksr;k- vkegkyk cfg.khgh ulr;k rj vkegkyk okvrs vkegkyk LoxZ nksu cksvs mjyk vlrk- ekö;k oj tckcnkjh QDr 20
vk kkphp gksrh o eyk rh gh udks gksrh- vk kkjkts ns[k.;k gksr;k Eg.kts kkshkslkbh cjh v kk uogs rj :ckcnkj HkkjnLr dykdkj gksr;k- eqyxh gkså u;s Eg.kwu eh nksu osgk iruhpk kgjkr xhkztykfpfdrlsuarj xhkzikr d#u?ksryk gksrk- tckcnkjh rhgh eqyhph dks.k?ks.kkj\ islk [kpz dks.k dj.kkj\ eyk ujk/ke] nq V Eg.kky] i.k ;k ns kkr cú;kp fod`r iq# kkaphgh iq# kh opzloh o`rrh vkgs- R;kauk ^rh* goh L=h Eg.kwu] kjhj Eg.kwu] eqyxh Eg.kwu udks- vkbz,dk lalfksph lalfkkfidk gksrh- R;kp,dk ^du;k okpok eksfges*lkbh eh gh lnl; cuyks gksrks- i.k rs ek>s #i Qlos gksrs- gks osg dk<wu eh m k tkbzu- eh frfks R;k fe=kae/;s eu jeosu- rj eyk pkj cfg.kh- eksbh lkljh tgwu okjyh vkf.k R;kcnny eyk vkuanp okvrks- nqljh fgeokngkr okjyh- vkbz,dnk lkaxr gksrh- vtwu,d lkr efgu;kpkk xhkzikr >kyk- eh Eg.kkyks] ^^cjs >kys! ** vkbz Eg.kkyh] ^^ukgh js] eqyxk dk;] eqyxh dk;- vkbzyk vkiyh eqya gohp vlrkr- ** ek>h vkbz lk/kh] v/kzf kf{kr] vmk.kh ckbz- fryk dk; dyiuk cnyysy;k dkgkuqlkj txkr eqyhp;k xhkkzpk xhkzikr dj.kkú;k vk;k ;s.kkj vkgsr- [kjs rj vki.k gksåu ekö;k ck;dksuslq/nk frph bpnk Eg.kwu eqyxh udks Eg.kwu xhkzikr dsyk- ^^vk kkrkbz lkj[kh xyyhr csokjl fqjk;yk eqyxh udks- ** jtuhjkts usgeh Eg.kr vlr- R;k okd;koj dmh Eg.kwu vkegh pks?ks] nks?ks HkkÅ $ nksu R;kaP;k 2 ck;dk fqnhfqnh glyks- i.k rkbzyk vk/kkj ns.;k,o<h] rh?kjk.;kps jdr vkgs- dg.;kbrdh lkald`frd ikrgh vkeph uogrh- xyyhr rh fq# u;s ;kph rtoht Eg.kwu vkegh dkgh dsys ukgh- uj fdrh ghu vls vkegh fofp= gksrks- tckcnkjh?;k;ph fgeer ulysys vkegh eqyhaukp ekjys- oj iq# kkfkz ;k kcnkpk xetk dsykvkbz okjy;koj vkbzp;k cwxsr nkfxu;kalkbh kks/kk kks/k dsyh rsogk eksb;k lquankrkbzyk vkbzus fyfgysys,d i= vkbzp;k cwxsr lkimys- R;kuarj eksbh rkbz lkljh u ukanrk ijryh gksrh- rsogk eksbk HkkÅ lhrkjke frp;k kh dk; okxyk rs letys- rksi;zar eyk okvs dh ehp 21
cgh.k udks Eg.k.kkjk gksrks- R;k dkgh vkbz gh vpkud lektlsok d# ykxyh gksrh- vkbzp;k R;k cwxsr vkbzus okjysy;k cfg.khyk fyfgysys i= lkimys- lquank d kkus okjyh vlsy o vkbzph O;Fkk R;k i=krwup dgyh- jktsikvykauh rs th.kz i= lkbsasdms Eg.kts ys[kdkdms vk.kwu fnys o R;kyk eksb;kus okpk Eg.kkyslkBasuh rs i= okpys & 22
2 ekö;k ykmd;k ysdhl] l- u- fo- fo- ] rqyk fyfgysys gs ifgys o ksovps i=rqö;kosgh eyk fnol jkfgys vkf.k ul;tyfpfdrlk d#u?;koh o eqyxk gkså n;kok fdaok xhkzikr djkok vlk vkxzg lklwus /kjyk- i.k ek>hgh bpnk uogrh o rs teys ukgh- [kjsrj eksbs HkkÅ gksrs- R;keqGs rw eqyxh >kyh Eg.kwu gkdkjh djk;ps dkj.k uogrs- i.k eqyxk gok gk go;kl vkiy;k lektkr vlrks uk! jkt?kjk.ks gksrs- i.k lqf kf{kr rjhgh--- rj eqyxh >kyh gks! Eg.kwu ek>s irh rqyk c?kk;yk vkysp ukghr- Qssanjh >kyh Eg.kwu lklwus vogsyuk dsyh- vxnh rsykik.;kyk] va?kksghyk ckbz&nkbz ykoyh ukgh- eh ts vk;q ;Hkj Hkksxys rs Hkksxk;yk uohu cgh vkyk Eg.wku ehgh MksG;kyk inj ykoyk- fu.kz; pqdyk gksrk] i.k vkrk dkghgh djrk ;sr uogrsxksjh xksjh ckgqyhlkj[kh rw ikg.;kr etsr igqmyh gksrhl- cksvs pks[kr gksrhl] Hkwd ekjr gksrhl] jmwu xii clr gksrhl- vhkkokps ft.ks vkegh rqö;koj rsogkiklwup yknysojp;k xyyhrhy MkWDVjh.k ckbz ckg c?kk;yk vky;k- R;k Eg.kkY;k] ^^rqyk eqyxh udks vlsy rj ns eyk- eh Nku lkahkkghu ckghyk- ** ek>s irh rq>s lksu;khkkåa omhy Eg.kkys] ^^nsåu Vkd- yxu ukgh >kys Eg.kwu MkWDVjhu,dVh jkgkrs- dq=h?ksåu fqjrs- rh MkWDVjhu vkgs- frykgh vk/kkj gksbzy o vkiy;kyk uarj iqugk eqyxk gok Eg.kwu la/kh ;sbzy- ** i.k ek>s eu gksbzuk- eh rqyk?ksmu?kjh vkyslksu;khkkåauk] ofmykauk rq>h ek;k uogrh- eksbk HkkÅ rj fgyk fofgjhr Vkd] eyk ekamhoj?ks! Eg.kr vls- rq>h rw ek= vax.kkr] >ksikg;koj fdoak xpphrhy m?km;k ikg.;kr elri.ks vkdk k&panz lw;z&pkan.;k Qqys >kms fuj[kr vlk;phl- rqyk lkahkkgk;yk eh y{eh ukokph ckbz Bsoyh- lklú;kauh iqugk la/kh?ks EgVys- i.k eh Bjoys dh],dfnol xqipwi dqvqac fu;kstu kl=fø;k d#u ;k;ps- uoú;kus /kqliwl dsyh- eh ek= Eg.kk;ph & 23
^^eqyxh vlyh rjh,d fnol uko dk<sy- orzekui=kr uko Nkiwu ;sbzy frps- ** fnlkekth rw panzdykaizek.ks ok<r gksrhl- rq>s dksrqd dq.kkyk uogrs- dnkfpr rw eqyxk vlrhl rj >kysgh vlrs- vkiy;k lektkr nqxqz.kh eqykph fdaer lnxq.kh eqyhis{kk tklr vlrs- rq>k HkkÅ rqö;kis{kk rhu o kkzus eksbk gksrk- i.k rks eqyxk vkgs Eg.kwu loz= Hkko [kkåu tkr vls- rw v{kj k% dgr;k udgr;k o;kiklwu misf{kysyhp gksrhl- eh rq>s uko Bsoys gksrs lquank- rw loz dke djk;yk f kdyhl- cksvs ogk;p;k vk/khp rqyk Lo;aikd dgw ykxyk- rw kkgsr ifgyh ;så ykxyhl-,d fnol lhrkjkep;k kkgsrhy xq#th R;kP;k oxzfe=kauk o R;kyk c[kksvs /k#u røkj?ksåu?kjh vkys o ofmykauk Eg.kkys- ^^gh eqys dkwih djr gksrh- ** omhy kkar clys- HkkÅ ksiwv?kkywu clyk- rks xsy;koj Eg.kkyk] ^eh dkwih dsyh ukgh- ksovh loz [kdkuk rqö;kojp fu?kkyk- * lhrkjke Eg.kkyk- ^^gh usgeh ifgyh ;srs] y{k Bsok- ghp dkwih djrs dk\** ofmykauh rqö;koj gkr mxkjyk o larki rqö;koj dk<yk- rqyk xkykyk t[ke >kyhrw jmw ykxyhl- eh ggn ykoyh- pwd dq.kkph\ dkwih dq.kh dsyh\ o ekj rqyk dk\ iq# kh opzlo nqczy vcysojp dk\ vk;q ; vlsp vlrs & dq.kkp;k rjh xqug;klkbh dq.kkpk rjh cgh tkrks- jlr;kus pky.kkú;k,dkpk /kddk nqlú;kyk ykxwu frljsp dq.khrjh t[keh gksrs- rqö;k HkkokP;k ojp E;kph o xqamkfxjhph rh lq#okr gksrh- vkeghgh Fkakcoyh ukgh- rqö;k ifgy;k ;s.;kps f k ;o`rrhps] fp=kps] Lo;aikdkps dq.khgh d/khgh dksrqd dsys ukgh- rjhgh rw vkiyh vki.k dkghrjh okpr] fyghr] fp= dk<r dke djhr Lokuanh exu vls- rq>h fp= c?kk;yk vusd t.k ;sr- rq>h vax.kkryh jkaxksgh usgehp usvdh vls- ckxsr QG>kMs] Qqy>kMs yko.ks] vax.k ks.kkus lkjo.ks gh dkes rw uksdjkadmwu d:u?;k;ph- lokzr rqyk vooy ekdz vlr- rw ykmdh ysd gksrhl- jkt?kjk.;krgh rw lk/ksi.kkus jkgkr vls- rqö;k #ikus ekö;k?kjh dlrqjh e`x vkyk gksrk- R;k lqxa/kkus ekö;k?kjkps uko loz= jks ku gksr gksrs- vkeph dhrhz f}xqf.kr 24
gksr gksrh- d/kh d/kh n;k ;koh,o<h rw d V djhr gksrhl- rq>k HkkÅ ykmkr gksrk- rw ek=?kjxm;kizek.ks xqykekizek.ks d V djhr gksrhl- ckjdk cqvdk rq>k v kdr nsg vtwugh vkborks- R;k dkghp fnolkap;k =klkr rqyk iksvnq%[khus mborgh uls- i.k--- d kh rjh ik; vks<r rw okojr vls- R;k fnolkargh rqö;k eqnkzm Hkkokyk o ofmykauk pgk ik.kh d#u nsr gksrhl-?kjkr uksdj gksrs rjhgh rqyk tuekyk?kky.;kph [kam.kh vkegh olwy djhr gksrks- gks! ek>s xii cl.ks Eg.kts ewd laerhp gksrhrqö;k tuekcíy uojk?kkywu ikmwu cksyr gksrkp- R;kp Hkjhl Hkj gk eqyxkgh- rq>k HkkÅ lhrkjke cksyw ykxyk- eqykps uko jke BsoY;kus rks jke FkksMhp gksrks- ^^fcu gqam;kph d kh [kisy gh ejrqdmh\** lhrkjkeps rs kcn jkeck.kkizek.ks oehz ykxr o rw jmw ykxk;phl- ok<hp;k o;kr uk rqyk fojkarh uk [kqjkd] rw tkm d kh gks.kkj\ utjsr Hkj.;klkBh rjh rqyk eh FkksMh fojkarh nók;yk goh gksrh-?kjh uksdj gksrs- i.k eqyhyk rqpn ys[k.ks- map eku] ckjhd dacj] ykac os.khpk tkm ksivk?kkywu rq>s lkjl i{kklkj[ks ykac Vkaxk Vkdr pky.ks] vxnh i{kh tkrhpsp gksrs- fulxz rlk lokzaukp lkj[kk vlrks- rks lw;z i`fohojhy lokzaukp lkj[kk izdk k nsrks- ckyi.k] ;ksou] o`/nro] e`r;w gs pø rj fulxz fu;ep vlrs- ek>h lklw okjyh- vkegh Egkrkjs >kyks- rw r#.k >kyhl- rqö;k kjhjkoj ;ksoukp;k [kq.kk Li V fnlw ykxy;k- rqö;k Hkkokis{kk rw lozp ckcrhr mtoh B# ykxyhl- R;kauk izfrdwy ifjflfkrhr okojkos ykxrs R;k rkjdk vkiksvkip Lo;aizdkf kr gksrkr- rw rstloh o fopkjh cuw ykxyhl- R;kosGh rqyk ldl vkgkj fnyk vlrk rj uddhp rqyk ^^eqyxh o ukjg nók** lkaxwu dq.kkgh jktdqekjkus glr mpywu usys vlrsvkt eyk okvrs--- eh fdrh ew[kz gksrs] eyk eqyxh [kiok;ph gksrh rj eh?kklwu iqlwu uvowu O;ofLFkr Bsoyh vlrh rjh togiklp;k dq.kh] ukr;kry;k dq.kh dnkfpr v{k;us rqyk ekx.kh ekxwu QqdVlq/nk dsyh vlrh- rqö;k Hkkokyk tuekiklwup rq>h vlw;k gksrh- rqö;k gkrkrys [ksg.ks rks vks<wu?ksbz- rw ekö;k ekamhoj >ksiyh vlyhl dh] rqyk 25
<dywu nsbz- rqyk d/kh d/kh ykfkkgh ekjhr vls- eh R;kP;koj laldkj djk;yk deh imyseh R;kyk iq# k Eg.kwu eqhkk fnyh o rqyk L=h Eg.kwu voklro la;ekph f kdo.k fnyhuoú;k kh HkkaMk;yk rkdn uogrh o yxu tiwu Bso.;klkBh R;kauk ee Eg.k.ks rqyk nq ;ei.ks okx.ks Hkkx gksrs- dkj.k ofmykaukp eqyxh udks kh gksrh- rqyk dims Hkkokps tqus fegr vlriqlrds R;kus okijysyh fegr gksrh- rqyk lk;dygh R;kph tquh fegkyh- ^rqyk loz lsdam gwa.m fegrs]* vlk jkeck.k HkkÅ ekjr vls- i.k rw R;k lsdamgw.m olrwarp vkuan eku gksrhl- Ik;kZ; dqbs gksrk\ ^tqu;k lksu;krwu uos nkfxuk vki.k?kmorksp uk! ^lsdamgw.m Eg.kts dk;\* rw fopkjhr vlsrqyk v{k;p;k?k#u fookgkpk izlrko vkyk- i.k vkegh gqamk n;k;yk r;kj uogrks o R;kauk islk gok gksrk- vkegkyk eqykalkbh loz jk[kk;ps gksrs- fcugqam;kps] fcupksd khps chtojkps jkt?kjk.;krhy LFkG rqyk lkaxwu vkys- rw [kwi jmyhl o eyk Eg.kkyhl- ^^vkbz eyk uojk rjh lsdamgw.m yknw udks xa\** eh fgeer d#u rqö;k R;k ofmykauk o rqö;k R;k HkkokP;k ckikyk ekö;k uoú;kyk rs lkafxrys- R;kauh rksamkpk iv~vk lq# dsyk- Hkkokyk foñr] vlqjh vkuan >kyk- rks Eg.kkyk- ^^vls dls rksam myvwu cksyrsl- eqyhauk dqbs fuomhpk gdd vlrks dk\ gks;] frph bpnk ukgh rjh fryk R;kp?kjh nså;k f k{kk Eg.kwu- iq# k d/kh chtoj gksr ulrks- eqyxh Eg.kts xk;h] T;k nko.khyk cka/kw frfks ukank;ps- R;kpsp midkj vkgsr- vki.k jkt?kjk.;kryh ek.kls gksrks- rks Lo[kpkZus yxu dj.kkj vkgs- ** omhy Eg.kkys] ^^Hkkokps yxu gksbzy] fgpk =kl udks- mjdk,dnkps- ** jkt?kjk.;kryh rw fgeer d#u Eg.kkyhl] ^^ek>k dk; =kl vkgs\ eh?kjph dkes djrs- uksdjkapkgh [kpz ukgh- fcys eh Hkjrs- cwwadsps O;ogkj djrs- eyk kgjkr f k{k.kkyk Bsok o nqljs,[kkns LFkG c?kk- eyk ;k egkykr imw nsr- eh d/khgh jkt?kjk.;kpk vfhkeku nk[koyk ukgh- ** 26
^^xii cl] xoz >kyk dk\** HkkÅ vksjmyk- R;k jkt?kjk.;kpk vfhkekusus lsdamgw.m eqyk kh rq>s yxu >kys- cgj vksljysys vkslkm >kysys] eksgksj xgwu xsysyk rs catj]?kj- [kamgj lkj[kh ksrh] lkcjhp;k >kmkauh ksrkps cka/k cka/kysys vly;kus dkvsjh okv.kkjh rh tehu rqö;k uf kch vkyh- uojk dqjdqjk gksrk- NksV;k NksV;k xks Vhr fdl ikm.ks] okn?kky.ks] fpm.ks fijfij dj.ks ákeqgs R;kP;k dikgkojph vkbh d/kh xsyhp ukgh- R;kP;k ifgy;k iruhp;k e`r;wcnny ekfgrh vlwugh vki.k mxhp fnyh] vls eyk okvw ykxysgly;koj,dlkj[ks fnl.kkjs rq>s NksVs NksVs efgjihps nkr eyk uarj fnlysp ukgh- HkkokP;k yxukr rw vkyhl rsogk rw R;k lalkjkyk fovysyh fnlyhl- rq>s xkúgk.ks eh rqö;k ofmykap;k dkuh?kkrys o pkj e/;lfk?ksåu cksy.kh djkoh vls lqpfoys- rsogk rs prqj jktdkj.;kizek.ks xii clys- nksugh?kjkarhy rq>s LFkku rqyk letys rjhgh rw ijr tk;ph fgeer dsyh ukghl- R;ko#u o rqö;k u gl.kkú;k mnkl MksG;ko#u rq>h t[ke eyk dgr gksrh- xkokr izr;sd?kjvh eqyhapk iz u gksrk- i.k rq>k iz u R;k NksV;k McD;k,o<;k ygku xkokus Qkjp p?kgyk- rqyk tho udkslk dsys- Hkkokps uohu yxu >kys gksrs- vkegh R;kP;k yxukr l<g gkrkus [kpz dsyk- xkmh d#u uojk&uojhyk nsohyk usys- rqyk ek=?kjh jk[k.knkj Eg.kwu?kjh Bsoys- rqö;k yxukp;kp osgh vkep;kdms islk uogrk- dkj.k rw eqyxh rw ekfuuh gksrhl- i.k lekt rqyk luekukus txw nsr uogrk- lk/kh jkfgyhl dh] rqyk vksaxgok.kh EgVys tkbz o uhv jkfgyhl rj rq>s lkftjs #i R;kaP;k utjsr [kqis- eukus foldvysy;k lalkjkr rw rmtksmh iyhdms xsyh gksrhleh ekö;k lqusyk d/kh =kl fnyk ukgh- ekö;k eqyhyk ek= lkljh =kl Ogkok\,dk ldkgh rw grk k imysyh gksrhl- eh fopkjys] ^^mbk;ps ukgh dk\** rqö;k HkkokP;k o ofguhp;k [kksyhpk njoktk can gksrk o ekxhy nkjh tk;yk jlrk R;kp [kksyhrwu gksrk- can gksrk- rqö;k Hkkokus rq>s v{k;cjkscj yxu gksow fnys ukgh vkf.k rks ek= etsr gksrk- rjh rqyk fgmhlfqmhl d#u rqö;keqgs,dkar fegr ukgh] vls lkaxwu rs nks?ks kgjkp;k xkoh] 27
ckgsjxkoh e/kqpanzklkbh okjaokj tkå ykxys- rs u dgork vusd fnol jkgr vlr- R;kpkgh jkx rqö;k ofmykauh lksu;khkkåjktsuh rqö;kojp dk<yk- ^^?kjkr gh lkljh u tk.kkjh] Vkdysyh eqyxh fgph utj R;kaP;k lalkjkr imw u;s Eg.kwu rks frdms jkgrks- ** rw [kkyekusus nsogkr fu?kwu xsyhl- u iko.kkú;k nsokp;k nsogkaph deh ulrs- iko.kkjs nso dqbs vkgs dk gks\ nsogkrwu ;srkuk rqyk,d L=heqDrh la?kvusoky;k ckbz HksVY;k- R;k d/khe/kh?kjh ;sow ykxy;k- ^eqyxh okpok gks! * ák R;kaP;k lalfksr rw dke djkos vls R;kauh lqpfoys- i.k?kjh HkkÅ o omhy rqqku d#u ykxys- rqykgh R;k lokzarhy Qksyi.kk ckspw ykxyk- rw uksdjhlkbh iz;ru pkyw dsys- Lokfeuh eamgkph lnl; >kyhl- i.k uksdjh feg.ks rjh lksis vlrs dk\ okbzv cksy.kkú;kaps rksam FkksMhp /kjrk ;srs- HkkokP;k ck;dksps vksvhhkj.k gksrs- r kh rw vlif kzr gksrhl- i.k rqyk eqys ukgh Eg.kwu vkegh rqyk dqekjhds,soth oka>ksvhpkp vieku fnyk- dkg cnyyk Eg.krks- i.k eh vkbz vlwugh] L=h vlwugh rqyk tk.kys ukgh- rqyk enr dsyh ukgh- ikjaifjd csm;kauh vkegh,desdhauk dk nq%[kkorks\ L=h ghp L=hph k=w dk\ rh dkgks[kh fog[kk?kky.kkjh mnklh] jk=hph okv ikgkr tkg.kkjk fnol xqjklkj[ks d V d.;kl rw?kkyor gksrh o jk=h jmr gksrhl-,d fnol rq>kk rks uojk rqyk?;k;yk vkyk- rqyk tk;ph bpnk uogrh- eyk ikbok;ph uogrh- Hkkokyk rw utjsleksj udks kh gksrhl- ofmykauk rw eksydjh.k Eg.kwu goh gksrhl- uo;k lqusyk rw?kkywu ikmwu cksyk;yk,d O;Drh Eg.kwu goh gksrhl- r kk rqegh nks?kh esf=.kh gkså kdr gksrk- i.k u.kan&hkkot;hps vo?kmysyss ukrs rqep;kr fuekz.k >kys- rqö;k lksn;kzeqgs rh rq>k gsok d# ykxyh- iq# k tkrhph vusd fx/kkms rqö;k Hkksorh fxjv;k?kkyw ykxyh- uojk?;k;yk vkyk gksrk- i.k nqlú;k cktwyk--- ^uoú;kus lksmysyh ckbz vkgs]* vkiy;kyk la/kh fegsy Eg.kwu rqö;k vorhhkorh tkgs Vkd.kkÚ;kaiklwu rq>s j{k.k djk;ph fgeer vkep;kr uogrh- vkegkyk lksu;khkkåjktsukgh injkrhy fu[kkjk ckgsj Qsdk;pk gksrk- iz u dlkgh d#u lksmok;pk gksrk- rq>k uojk 28
cksyr vlrkukp uo;k lqusus rq>h cwx /kidu vkivwu ckgsj vk.kwu Bsoyh- rw [kkykp;k ekusus uoú;k cjkscj ckgsj imyhlrqö;k utjsr nq%[k gksrs- jkx gksrk- vieku gksrk- ekgsj Eg.kts osnuk! ekgsj Eg.kts [kksvs opu fd oapuk! ekgsj Eg.kts vmo.kwd dh Qlo.kwd\ ekgsj Eg.kts dvh irax- /kkxk rqvy;koj HkjdVw ns.kkjs?kj\ ekgsj Eg.kts can fjdkek fyqkqk- rjh eh rq>sp ekgsj ps xhr xkrks vkgs- tkrkuk rw Eg.kkyhl- ^^vkbz rw ek>h vkbz ukghl- rw Hkkokph vkbz- ** vkf.k rw ekxs ogwu u ikgrk R;k csyxkmhr clyhl-,[kknk efguk xsyk- rw jeyh vlkohl Eg.kwu eh nqyz{k dsys-?kvlfkkiuk vkyh- R;k jk=h eyk fofp= LoIu imys- ^^dq=k ;såu?kj eksmwu] nsogkjk ikmwu?kjkojps dksogs /kku; [kkåu xsyk- ** eh vksjmr tkxh >kys- i.k eh rqyk c?kk;yk vkys ukgh- okvys rw ekö;k cjkscj ekgsjh vkyhl rj iqugk iz u fuekz.k gksbzy-,d fnol leksjp;k dkwyuhr lkaxkok vkyk- rqyk vi?kkr >kkyk vkgs- HkkÅ cki o eh xkmhrwu rqö;k?kjh vkyks- i.k vkegh iksgkspk;yk Qkj m khj dsyk gksrk- rq>k iwohzp e`r;w >kyk gksrk- rqö;k Hkkokus] ofmykauh [kkank fnyk- [kjs [kkansdjh rsp gksrs- rsp rj rqö;k e`r;wps dkj.k gksrsrqö;k var k;k=syk cjhp xnhz teyh- T;kauh [kkank fnyk rs rq>s [kquhp gksrs- dqbyhgh fpbbh] dqbykgh lans k u Bosrk rw xsyhl- rw lkafxrys ukghl vls ukgh- vkegh nqyz{k dsys- vkegkyk dgys ukgh vls ukghvkegh rs dgwu u dgy;klkj[ks nk[koys- vkegh tk.kwucqtwu VkGys- vkegh eqyxh okpok;yk goh gksrh- i.k vkegh R;k yk;dhpsp uogrks- gqamkcghyk ekgsjlq/nk lkljbrdsp tckcnkj vlrkr- vkt rq>s uko orzeku=kr Nkiwu vkys- i.k iku lgkoj pkj vksghph ckreh vkyh- ^vi?kkrkr jkt?kjk.;kryh fookfgrspk e`r;w*] vkegh rqyk?kjkps uko jks ku 29
dj.;kph la/khp fnyh ukgh- vkeghp rj rqyk eksydjh.k cuoys vkf.k lkljp;kaaukgh rq>s udkslsi.k nk[koys- rqö;k e`r;wyk lklj,o<sp vkegh ekgsjps yksdgh tckcnkj vkgksr- lozp [kquh lkimrkr vls ukgh- lozp [kwu m?kmdhyk ;srkrp vlsgh ukgh- txkr vi?kkr gksrp vlrkr- vfo/kok uoehyk Jk/n?kkrys dh ukrsokbzdkaps vkeps drzo; lairs- ykmdh ysd,o<hp ykmdh dk\ iapohl o kkziwohz th eqyxh vkegkyk xhkkzr ekjk;ph gksrh rh vkegh rsogk txoyh o vkt vkep;k pqdhp;k /kksj.kkauh ekjyh- vkep;k vwiwfkhus ekjyh- vkegh xkmhrwu ijr vkyks- fofgjhoj vaaaak?kksg dsyh- eyk njoktk kh gkd ekj.;kpk Hkkl >kyk- eh /kkor nkjk kh vkys- okvys &,d okbzv LoIu gksrs- rs laiys- lquank ijr vkyh vkgs- i.k rks Hkklp gksrk- rq>s omhy ofguh o HkkÅ ftych [kkr gksrs- R;kP;k gl.;kf[kng.;krlq/nk qqqdkghgh nq%[k uogrs- rw ekö;k vkrm;kapk rqdmk gksrhl- R;kph dq.khgh uogrhl- mn;k ehgh esys rjhgh gs tx vlsp pkyw jkghy- egkykrhy okgwp;k?km;kgktog eh clystxkrhy dqby;k vkbzofmykauk vkiy;k eqyhpk vlk e`r;w >kysyk c?kk;yk vkomsy\ i.k rq>s omhy Eg.kkys- ^^cjs >kys gs?;k rs?;k] frps j{k.k djk gs Vqe.ks laiys- ** eyk okvys cjs >kys- ^^rw gh lqvyhl] ehgh lqvys- ** vkiy;k vkomr;k O;Drhps nq%[k ikgwu vkiy;kykgh osnuk gksrkrp dh! vfkkzr gh [kskvh igokv HksdMi.kk gksrkek; Eg.krs ysdhyk] ykmdh ek>h iksj ej,dnkph ej AA rqö;k ák lalkjkpk ekö;k thokyk?kksj AA 2 eu jesuk- eh lrhp;k lek/khtog cls- ek>s eu lalkjkyk fovys- eh osxosxg;k nsogkae/;s fq# ykxys- osxosxg;k lalfkkar mxhpp tkå ykxys- gks rso<;k dkj.kkus eyk jktegkykckgsj?kjkckgsj jkgrk ;srs- rs?kj ekö;k eqyhyk dkgh dkg i.k vk/kkj nsow kdys ukgh- R;kr eh d kh jkgw\ ekö;k eqyhp;k e`r;wyk ehgh tckcnkj vkgsp dh! ek>h vijk/kh Hkkouk eyk [kkrs- vktwcktwph?kjs o ukrsokbzd] R;kaP;k eqyh o rh R;akP;k?kjph R;kaph 30
izkfrfu/khd eqyxh] frp;k?kjhgh rsp iz u mhks gksrs] vkgsr] gks.kkj vkgsr- rjhgh R;kauh R;kosGh lquankoj?kko?kkryk- osghp dq.khp MksGs m?kmys ukgh vkf.k osg fu?kwu xsy;koj pqviqvwu mi;ksx ulrks- xsysyh osg o xsysyh O;Drh ijr ;sr ukghr- fl=;kauh pkyoyysy;k ák lalfksrgh ckspjs kcn >ksac.kkjs vlrkr- dkght.kh eqnnkep ^^dk; >kys\** iqugk iqugk fopkjr gksr;k- eh vijk/kh Hkkousus dkudksamh gksr vls- i.k iq<s iq<s vfhkjkt R;k lalfksr ;så ykxyk- R;kus eyk mrrj lqpfoys- ^^R;k fo k;koj eh cksy.kkj ukgh- nqljs dkgh cksyk- **?kvlqksv] fookg folaokn leqins ku] lesv] eqyhauk enr v kk izdkjs vkegh lalfksps dk;z lq#p Bsoys- nq%[kh fl=;kauk vf/kd nq%[kh dj.;kr foñr vkuan ekuukjs vlrkrp dh! eqyxh okpok;ph d kh\ vkegh dk;z lq#p Bsoys- nqyz{k djk;yk f kdyksvkffkzd ikbcgkf kok; lektdk;z viw.kz Bjrs- vkegh dk;kzy; ikg.kk nok[kkuk lq# dsyk- vkiys ekrccj?kjk.ks o lsokhkkoh o`rrhp;k dk;zdr;kz vkgsr- [ksmksikmh L=h iz ukacíyph tkx#drk iljo.;kcíy kklukrqsz feg.kkú;k ikfjrksf kdslkbh ek>s uko lqpoys xsys vkgs- eyk rs c{khl fegkys] rj eh rqö;k ukokus fon;kf;kzalkbh vhlkfldk o okpuky; cuo.kkjs vkgsykmdh ysd Eg.k.ks lksis vlrs- i.k vkiy;kp ek.klka kh >qatwu vkiy;k ekgsjh ijr vkysy;k ysdhykgh vk/kkj ns.ks lksis ulrs- vkt eh rq>sp osnusps xhr xkrk vkgs- rqö;k ofmykaps Bhd vkgs- iq# kkapk okvk eqykap;k tm.k?km.khr fcanwpkp vlrks- ehp lkxj gksåu rqyk ik;koj mhks djk;yk gos gksrs- Hkkokaps Bhd gksrs- R;kaph cksf/nd dqor rso<hp gksrhijrwu vkysyh eqyxh]?kvlqksvhrk] izks< dqekfjdk fujk/kkj fo/kok ákauk R;kaP;k la?k kze; thoukr vki.k enr djk;yk goh- R;kaP;kcnny vfhkeku ckgxk;yk gok ^rh* osg dq.kkojgh ;så kdrs- paxgokn cksdkgysy;k ák txkr tx.ks eq dhy vkgs- ykmd;k ysdhauk [kachj cuo.;kr gh lalfkk enr djrs- [kjs rj R;k xw< je; jktegkykrhy vok<o; 31
vøkgfoøkg [kamgjkrhy,[kknh xqaqklq/nk ekö;k lalfksyk jktsikvykauh fnyh vlrh rj pkyya vlra- i.k ekö;k irhph rh bpnk uogrhrw xsyhl ek>s MksGs m?kmys- rqö;keqgs eh gs f kdys- T;k rqyk T;k rqö;keqgs eh gs i= fyfgrs vkgs dh] rw ek= [kwip nwj fu?kwu xsyh vkgsl- ekökk vkoktlq/nk rqö;ki;azar iksgksp.kkj ukgh- Fkkac gh NksVh lquank ek>k inj vks<rs vkgs- xaxwckbzauh dq.;k QlysY;k eqyhus dpjkdqamhr Vkdysyh eqyxh mpywu vk.kyh gksrh- vks k/kksipkjkus okpoys- eh R;k eqyhps uko lquank Bsoys vkgs- Ikk;kr pkg?kkywu?kjhkj fqjrs- t kh rw fqjk;phl- vtwu frp;k ik;kr csm;k imy;k ukghr uk! Fkakc lquank] eykgh e`r;w cksyorks vkgs- eyk NksV;k lquankyk iksfyvks Mksl ns.;klkbh?ksåu tk;yk lkafxrys vkgs- f kok; nljk vkgs- rq>s Jk/n Eg.kwu eksqr us=fcanw kl=fø;sps f kchj vkgs- rq>k cgh O;FkZ xsyk ukgh- ák lalfksp;k #ikus rw dk;e ftoar jkg khy- vtwu,d--- jkt;kpkk rks eqyxh okpo.;kcnnyp;k dk;kzcnnypk dnkfpr jkt?kjk.;kryh vkgs R;keqGs rks iqjldkj eyk fegkyk- eh ák yk;d vkgs dk x\ dq.khrjh ek>h eqyxh okpok;yk goh gksrh! ysdh ykmd;k vkgsr- ykmd;kp jkgw k gks! eh lquankph vkbz--- eh--- rq>h vkbz dh rqö;k Hkkokph vkbzdsykloklh eqyhph vkbz lalfkkid & eqyxh okpok lalfkk- -------------- lkbsauh i=?kmh d:u isvhr Bsoys- jkts iq<s lkaxw ykxys- dpjkdqamhrhy QsdysY;k eqyh mpywu R;kauk osxgs thou ns.kkjh ek>h vkbz dqbs o l[[;k cfg.khyk vls okxo.kkjh vkegh dqiq= dqbs\ vkt rh lalfkk okpnkuhp;k dq.kh ukrsokbzd] dq.kh ixkjh uksdj pkyorkslektdk;z dj.ks ek>h fu;r uogrh- eh jkt?kjk.;kryk eyk dpjkdqamhrhy tho txok;ps uogrs- vkbzlkgsc dpjk osp.kkú;k fl=;kaph ckgari.ks djhr vls- eyk ek= okvrs] d kkyk goh fdmk eqaxhlkj[kh gh iztk\ eyk QDr Lor%yk txk;ps gksrs- dqam;kauk xs# ykok;ps,d 32
eksbs HkkaMs gksrs- vk kkjkts okbzv izlaxh R;k HkkaM;kr eqvdqg d#u >ksik;p;k- i.k eh R;akuk rso<h tkxk n;k;ykgh ukgh Eg.kkyks- lquankpk e`r;w ikfgy;keqgs vk kkjktsauk ijr vk.kkos vls vkbz lkgsckauh lkafxrysiq<s fyfgrkuk ys[kd lkbsauh p ek iqlyk MksGs fviysvkbz okjyh v{k; dks.k gs dgysp ukgh- lkbs rqegkyk dk; okvrs\ okpnkuh o v{k;,dp vlrhy dk\ R;kosGph vkbzph fe=eamgh o vkbzps R;kosGps lektdk;z lquankp;k e`r;wps nq%[k eyk dgysp ukgh- vkbzlkgsc ftoar gksr;k rksi;zar eh ijjkt;kr efguiwjyk f k{k.kkyk jkfgyks- vkbzlkgsckauh jtuhjktsauk lklqjokl dsykp ulrk- i.k eyk HkkaM.kkph fjld udks gksrh- o Lokra=;lq/nk gos gksrs- vkbz okjrkp vkegh R;k jktegkykr gdd xktok;yk vkyks- tog jkgwu HkkaMwu osxgs gks.;kis{kk o uarj blvsvhpk gdd lksm.;kis{kk gs ijjkt;kr jkg.ks lksis! lhrkjkejkts yckm vkgsr- gkojs gksrs- rs jktegy gmirhy Eg.kwu?kkbZr eh o eqyxk o jtuhjkts vkuanxkop;k jktegkykr ijryks- vkbz okjyh gksrhlksu;khkkålkgsc ftoar gksrs o gh ijr vkysyh vk kkrkbz R;kaph loz lsok djk;phvk kkjktszyk vkegh vkbzp;k lakx.;ko#u lkljgwu ijr vk.kys- rs uksdj Eg.kwup vk.kysvk kkjkts lquanklkj[kh lkljh e# u;s vls vkbzyk okvr gksrs- vkbzus fryk dkwyste/;s?kkrys o f k{k.k iw.kz d#u uksdjh djkoh vls lqpoys- vkep;koj vkbzpk fo okl ulkok- eh o eksbk lhrkjke yckm gksrks- vkegkyk lksu;khkkåjktsaph o`/nkolfksr Egkrkji.kkph lsok dj.;kr?kk.k okvk;ph- uksdjlq/nk dq:cwj djhr- o`/nkidkgkeqgs lksu;khkkå fpmds >kys gksrs- R;keqGs vkegh [kwi midkj dsy;klkj[ks nk[kowu vk kkrkbzauk Bsowu?ksrys- vk kkjktsauk ekgsjh vk.ky;koj vkbzlkgsckauh R;kauk ekgsjgwu fegkysyk /kwgomxmhpk egky frp;k ukokaoj dsyk- xksm cksywu lqpoys- HkkaMwu lqpoys- nksurhu efgu;krp R;k okjy;k- 33
nksughdms xksm cksywu nksugh cktwauk izse nk[kor o lkahkkgwu okxy;klkj[ks ek;koh Hkk ; dj.kkjk ek>k eksbk ca/kw lhrkjkehkkå ukxkizek.ks eyk d/khgh na k d# kdrks gs eyk ekö;k iruhus iwohzp ivoys gksrs- cfg.kh kh nq V okx.kkjk eh iruhiq<s iw.kz ukaxkh Vkdyh gksrhvk kkrkbz [kwi HkksGh gksrh- frps loz Hkko fo o o [kjs fo o gk egky nksugh HkkÅ o lksu;khkkåjkts gsp gksrs- [kjarj dq.kh dq.kkoj vls okgwu Vkdkos brds izse d# u;s- uarj R;kpk =kl gksrks- thoukp;k QksVks Ýsee/;s,d nksup O;Drh udks- cwadxzkåamgh gohp- vikj izse d# u;s- ukghrj ^R;k* O;Drhoj vki.k lq[k voyacwu Bsoys o ijkoyachrokp;k dyiusus Qlrks] nq%[kh gksrksvk kkjktsv khp Qlyh- x<hekgkoj ifjljkr egkykrhy cwmfeavu dksvze/;s [ksgk;yk ;s.kkú;k eqyh c?kwu eyk vk kkjkts vkborkr- vk kkrkbz R;kaP;k yxukvk/kh R;k bfks [ksgr] i.k R;kapk?kVLQksV >kyk] ;k,dk dkj.kkus vkegh R;kauk uksdjp cuoys-?kvlqksvhr gh brdh eksbh f k{kk vlkoh- txkos o txw n;kos] vls eh Hkk k.kkr lkaxrks- i.k vk kkjktsaps ykmds xk.ks gksrs & lqu;k lqu;k esssssqyhr ekö;k] rlsp xhr eh xkr vkgs- R;kp nje;ku eqyhaukgh blvsvhr okvk kok Eg.kwu dk;nk vkyk- R;keqGs eh?kkcjyks-?kkbz?kkbzus [kjsrj vk/kh pksd kh u djrk ehp frps ;k v/kzov osm;k kh yxu ykowu fnys gksrsfrp;klkbh pkaxys LFkG vkys dh] eh HksVk;yk tkbz o [kksvs ukvs lkaxwu frps fdaok fu;ksftr ojkps eu dyafdr djh- lquankp;k e`r;wyk lhrkjke dkj.khhkwr gksrk- fgp;k lkekftd e`r;wyk ehp dkj.k vkgs- pakxys LFkG vkys dh] eh lkaxs] rs yksd gqamk ekxrkr] rs yksd R;kaph dkgh eqyxh ekö;k xg;kr ekjrhy- rw ák LFkGkyk ukgh Eg.k] vls lkaxwu eh p fryk udkj nók;yk ykoys- eh fryk MkWfeusV djhr vls- [kkunkukp;k ukok[kkyh fofp=?kjh yxu ykowu bfkwu gkdyys o rsogk ekökk LokFkZ fryk dgykp ukgh- ukbyktkus ekgsjh ijr vkyh- rlk fopkj dsyk rj uarj eh fryk VkG.ks gs rj izkwivhzlkbhp dsys o vkrkgh 34
fryk vkrepfj=klkbh vkborks;- fpdvrks; rs is kklkbhp-,dk ckj kkp;k R;k dk;kzyk cjhp eamgh teyh gksrh- lhrkjkejktsauk eqyxk >kyk gksrk- eh 'ksjs ekjys- cjs >kys- eqyxk >kyk- ckj kkyk eksb&eksbh eamgh teyh gksrh- jktsikvykauh [kwi iksjh gkså fny;k- ^vkiy;kyk 2 eqyxs cjs >kys- * eh vfhkekukus Eg.kkyks] [kjs rj gs cksywu eh vkbz&ofmykapk tuenkr;kapk vieku djhr gksrks- vk kkjktsauh o eksb;k cfg.khus olq/kkus us=iyyoh dsyheyk okvys dh rh dkghrjh dqtdh cksysy- lhrkjke Viwup clyk gksrk- vkrkgh HkkaM.k djsy- ex vki.k nks?ks frpk vieku d#- fg.kow- rh xii clyh] i.k frpk Li kz] frph utj ijdh] vkokt izsrklkj[kk] FkaM ykxyk- frps ukyk;dk kh yxu ykowu ehp rj fryk dkgh o kkziwohz ekjys vkrk rh d kh gky Hkksxr txrs eyk dqbs ekghr vkgs o tk.kwu eyk rjh dk; djk;ps vkgs- frus R;k dk;zdzekr xk.ks EgVyslqU;k lqu;k esssssqyhr ekö;k eh rq>sp xhr xkrs- 19 o kkzp;k cfg.khyk lalkjkckgsj dk<wu HkkÅ o eh fuyzt;i.ks nk# fiåu cjcv [kkåu] Lor%yk xzsv letr jkfgyks- vkrk rj rqeghp lkaxk] rh pwd eh vkrk lq/kk# kdrks dk\ frps u khc! vk kkjkts frps rh c?ksy gh o`rrh eh lozp cfg.khap;kckcr okijyhfrp;k iz uka kh eyk dk;\--- FkksMh HkkaM.ks yko.ks] xkwfli dj.ks] lhrkjke o nknk o eh dls Js B gs frp;koj fcaco.ks] Qloh Nki ekj.ks o tey;kl isls gmi.ks gkp gsrw vkgs o gksrkfdrh yqckmk;ps rs c?kw- iq<p;k osgh tj pkaxqyi.kk lqpyk rj g;k iqlrdkps dkgh VDds dfe ku nsbzu! lkbsauh dkwystps tqus ewxf>u dk<ys- R;kr vk kkjktsauh dkwystkr,d ys[k fyfgyk gksrk- ák ys[kkrwu R;kaP;k vcksy Hkkoukp O;ä >ky;k gksr;k- lkbsauh rks eksb;kus okpyk- 35
3 jkuqqykpk jktiq= r kh gh usgehphp xks V vkgs- dnkfpr,sd.;krhy fdaok c?k.;krhy] ukr;kry;k dq.kkph rjhgh vlw kdrs- Eg.kts c?kk- jktk&jk.khp;k xks Vh vki.k usgehp,drks- jktk jk{klk kh y<wu jktdu;spk gkr gkrkr?ksrks o loz= vxnh vkuanhvkuan gksrks- vxnh,[kkn;kosgh jktiq=- jktdu;k dkgh dkg,d= lq[kkr jkgrkr vkf.k iq<s osxg;k okvsus tkrkr rsogkgh vkiy;k eukr,d mnklh nkvwu jkgrks- vki.k MksGs iqlr Eg.krks- ^HkkrqdyhP;k [ksgke/kyh jktk vkf.kd jk.kh v/;kzojrh Mko eksmyk- v/kqjh,d dgkuh* i.k eh vkrk rqegkyk v kk dks.kr;kgh jktk&jk.khph xks Vh lkax.kkj ukgh- gh xks V usgehphp vkgs] i.k lkafxry;k tk.kkú;k xks Vhais{kk fujkgh vkgs-,d vkvikv uxj gksrs- R;kr,d ns[k.kk jktiq= jkgkr gksrk- R;kP;k MksG;kr jrunhikps rst gksrs- vksbkr ek.kdkps fdj.k gksrs- dejsr E;ku dsysyh ryokj gksrh- vcy[k ika<;k okjo#u rks VxcxVxcx?kksMk nksmr tkr vls- vusd taxys] m kus] xkos] kgj jktokms fqjr vls o v kk izoklkar rks vusd mioj r#.khap;k LoIukargh tkr vlstaxykrhy] jlr;kp;k dmsyk meyysy;k jkuqqykaukgh rks LoIukaps ia[k nsr vls- LoIus nk[o.ks gs jktiq=kps dke vlrs- rj iw.kzi.ks lefizr gks.;klkbh mey.ks gs jkuqqykps dke vlrs- jkuqqykauk?kk;kg djhr jktiq= cs/kqan cxgk gksrk- jktkp;k iksvh vky;kus rks jktiq= gksrks- i.k rks jktl vlrks dk\ vxnh usgehp;k dfksizek.ksp vkvikv uxjhrhy jktdu;syk jktiq= vkomyk o fp=ivkizek.ks jktdu;sp;k vkbzofmykauh jktiq=klkbh FkkGhr nkfxus ekamwu kxqu vk.kyk- jktiq= o jktdu;sps yxu >kys- FkkVkekVkr R;k yxukpk tylk [kwip xktyk- 36
jkuqqyk kh jktiq=kus yxu djkos gs kd;p uogrs- jkt?kjk.;kp;k jhfrfjoktkr rs clrp ulrs- ^^ex jkuqqykpkk cgh jktiq= dk?ksrks\ nqfu;kds fnokjs rksmdj ;s.kkjs ghjks QDr fp=ivkrp vlrkr dk\ izr;{kkr ek= beks kuy vr;kpkj- ** xjhc?kjph eqyxh jktiq=kauk djk;ph ulrs- yxu djrkuk R;kyk rqy;cg?kjkrhy] Hkjiwj gqamk ns.kkjh] lksu;kus e<wu ;s.kkjh o FkkVkr yxu d#u ns.kkú;k kahkj uacjh?kjkryhp eqyxh goh vlrs- ex jkuqqykuk rks dk nq%[kkorks\ [kjsrj L=h iq# k lekursp;k dkgkr gs pwd ukgh dk\ jktkpk eqdqv [kjk dk [kksvk gs dksbs dgrs\ eqdqv [kjk vlyk rjh isze [kjs dksbs vlrs\ dqbysgh jkuqwqy d/kh cam djr ukgh vkf.k nqcg;k ftokps cam vls fdrir fvdko /kj.kkj- f kok; gqamkcanh gh dkxnkojp vlrs- gqam;klkbh yxu eksmys vlk gkdkjk vky;kl jkuqwy vf/kdp m/olr gksm kdrs- jkuqqykapk cgh tkrp vlrks o xks Vh ekxph xks V dq.kkyk dgrp ukghjktk o jk.kh lq[kkus ukanr vlrkr] i.k cgh xysyh jkuqqys ewdi.ks vjw <kgrkrigkvsp;k osgh jkuqqykaoj lkpysys nofcanw gs jkuqqykp;k vr`ir LoIukps #i vlrsjktdqekjkp;k gqamk?ksåu yxu dj.;kpk vki.k fu ks/k rjh djk;yk gok- gqamkcanhps fu;e vf/kd dmd gksåu R;koj vaeyctko.kh Ogk;yk goh- ikgysys /kwrz iksivklkj[ks jktdqekj igr jkuqqykadms dk ;sr ukghr\ jktiq= jkuqqykpk dk ukgh\ jkuqqykps vjw d/kh lai.kkj\ gqamkcanh [kú;k vfkkzus d/kh gks.kkj\ d/kh gks.kkj\ lkbs Eg.kkys] ^^rkbzaps fy[kk.k [kwip Nku o xfgjs gksrs- fryk dks.kh Qloys gksrs dk\** jkts iq<s lkaxw ykxys- R;kosGh vk kkjktsp;k fy[kk.kkoj Vhdk gksbz] i.k R;kauh LVªxyjpk CykWx vksiu dsyk- frp;koj ejkbh Hkk kklq/nk ter ukgh v kh Vhdk gksrh- R;kauh R;k vi; kkps gh vko ;d Eg.kwu Lokxr dsys- LihM deh dsyk-,d yksdxhr vkgs- 37